my excuse for being here is that i need to water my widget pet. which died again, by the way, cos i didnt use my comp for 2 days before promos): it is growing well now but i need to water it consistently. promos have been rather yucky, dont get me started, but promos will be promos and what matters at the end of the day is... i dont know, haha. no grey's for me): season 3 is starting the the states already. i need my weekly grey's fix please.

oh yeah and let me tell you about my insomnia. the night before gp promos i totally couldnt sleep at all. i was tossing and turning the whole night until 3 something when i made myself at least just close my eyes until morning. i tried everything from counting sheep, which i already know doesnt work for me, to just counting numbers, to focusing on a spot when i closed my eyes (but it made me feel cross eyed) to imagining things but i was still wide awake! and the more i tried to force myself to sleep the more i couldnt sleep. the funny thing was that i wasnt that tired in the morning but i still brought some sugar cubes along to keep myself awake during the paper. i think it was the coffee ribs i had for dinner. math tmr, toodles poodles