some days i feel extremely happy, some days i just feel lost, other days im just plain bored. fortunately, today is a happy day! i've been staying home a lot, which is quite boring thing to do when you arent sick. may wait tables again... but i'd rather be the one sitting at the table. hmm that's quite duh right. anyway i've been helping my parents out with random stuff, and that makes me really happy(: like just now i made tea for my dad! at first i was hoping that he meant chinese tea cos all you do is add hot water to leaves but he wanted english tea and i dont know how to make nice tasting english tea cos i have no idea how much milk or sugar to add. and in my defence, it's not because im a spoilt brat. it's because i don't drink tea or coffee for that matter except for the occasional frapp. but anyway i got through that and my dad was very amused.
which reminds me of my childhood days, when my daddy used to leave the house to visit a job site or something like that and in that house we had a square grid gate and because we were so tiny my sis and i would climb up to give my dad a goodbye kiss through the gate and my daddy would ask us whether we wanted him to get anything for us while he was out and sometimes we'd say gummy bears or lollipops but once i said it's okay daddy, i don't need anything (which was a big deal for me cos i had an extremely sweet tooth and apparently i would steal my sister's candy while she was sleeping) and my daddy said "guai lui" and that just made me burst with joy(: